Maybe....

As i sit here and think of what i could be doing right now at this particular moment there are so many things i could be doing. one of which i really should be doing is going to bed as it is nearly 11 and i have to go to tafe tomorrow. But i take off my dirty glasses, push aside my stray hair and sit here wondering why it is i don't know what i am going to write about until i actually start writing. Maybe its because i think with my fingers. Maybe its because i actually don't have any thing to write about or maybe, just maybe, i am hoping there is something good that suddenly pops up for me to write about while i write my intro to this blog entry. Well only one of them appear to be right at this point of time and it is the 2nd one at the moment.

So maybe i'll just tell you what has been going on in my life....... and let you get bored of reading this before you get to the next sentence. Maybe i'll tell you about what i did to mum today for their anniversary (i bought her a present and wrapped up the empty box and put the present in the cupboard) but not very original. Maybe i'll tell you where not to buy coffee (the aroma cafe in the perth library near the train station) but than you can't figure it out on your own. Maybe i'll tell you that i have been playing my sax so much i can't whistle cause my lips are so raw but that would be putting a downer on any musician who hasn't picked up their instrument in a while and make them re-think doing so.

And suddenly a thought pops into my head. I am completely happy with nothing to write about. My head is empty, nothing important that people have to know about, nothing at all. bliss.... absolute bliss..... and welcome to my world. :) smile, put on some music, and just let your head empty. hear the pounding of the keys on the keyboard, or leave the music off and hear the silence of a house full of people who are asleep... listen to the clock ticking in the background and breath.... isn't it beautiful. imagine every minute of every day to be this peaceful, uninterrupted.... and then the fridge turns on and the silence is gone...

Every day, take a moment to just sit back, relax, pray perhaps, meditate on things gone wrong and then things gone right, just let your mind wonder... it rained today, we need the rain, the rain was good... Just think about whatever pops into your head and write it down... Take time out of your usual routine to de-stress and just enjoy the moment.

Until next time